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Trinity Sisters

Debra Quincy

Debra Quincy

Lenora Quincy

Lenora Quincy

Angelica Quincy

Angelica Quincy

Celestine Quincy

Celestine Quincy
Fighting trafficking, child labour, and corrupt politicians

I’m not dating!

January 12, 2019

Just want to make one thing clear…

 

I am NOT on the Internet (including Facebook) to find a date!

Why?

Because I’m broken and I will fuck it up!

I am by no means a tough girl, but things happened and in the moments where it hurt the most, I found an unbelievable inner strength. I had to endure these tough moments. I had to survive because I wanted to. And because I was afraid of dying. I didn’t want to suffer.

– I had a huge desire to live! I’m a fighter and I do not give up.

– I never had a real family. So I have been fighting all my life to belong somewhere. To be part of something. To love and be loved. By sisters, brothers, and parents. Unfortunately, I lost all my family relations very early in life which left me with huge problems relating to people.

Imagine this:

You and I on a nice evening stroll in the city after a wonderful dinner and we get jumped by a mugger. Maybe even an armed mugger. Yes, I have a pretty face which has made me millions of dollars but don’t be mistaken.

I will be the one breaking his arms and smashing his skull against the pavement. And I will probably not stop until he doesn’t move anymore. Blood doesn’t frighten me. Not the slightest. The enemy’s blood calms and encourages me. When I see him bleed I feel victorious and strong.

You will be the one standing five yards away pissing your pants. And I don’t blame you. I also wet my pants right before the first time I got shot.

It won’t matter how many they are. More muggers will just take a little longer and you will get even wetter.

That’s because I’m angry. My therapist says I will outperform a nuke any day – and he is right!

I never had a dad and my mom died when I was a kid. Meaningless killed by a drunken man.

I lived and survived on the streets. Eight years old.

Alone.

I learned how to cheat and steal to survive. The mafia and a gun became my closest family. Murder, violence, and loss of friends regularly.
I’ve been at war and I should have been dead many times over.
I have been driving in exploding vehicles and planes that got shot out of the sky.
I have found my self at both ends of a riffle and the other guy died.
I have seen innocent children getting sold, raped, and killed.
I have seen women selling the last part of their body to get a fix.
I have been tortured and humiliated every day for several weeks in a cold cave in a dead mountain somewhere in Afghanistan by former KGB agents and Afghan insurgents.

My friends died and I survived. Life isn’t fair. Not by a long shot.
I can’t afford to love people because they die from me and I don’t trust people. No one!
My most reliable friend is a Heckler & Koch assault rifle.
I’m broken. So mad, angry, and broken even the devil doesn’t want to date me.
Iā€™m a pissed off girl in a fucked up world and I screw things up ā€“ big time!

And only I can heal me – and that will take a lot of time…

By Debra Quincy

Debra has been an outsider all her life. She never knew her father and she lost her mother and sisters very early. So she did not want any friends. They would only be taken away from her ā€“ just like everyone else before. Going to war actually saved her and finding true friends in the army started her healing process.

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2 Comments

  1. Lenora

    HA HA! I know EXACTLY what you mean šŸ™‚

    Reply
  2. Johnny Anderson

    One day you will find a fighter like yourself. One who knows how you feel because he has been in similar dangerous situations too and handled it.

    Reply

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